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Sharing what you know
is very supportive
however, it seems much easier than it can be.
Oftentimes we run into issues with our thought process and discernment
Both we can say are uses of awareness.

What we know is not what we have memorized
What we know is not what someone else has ever said.
Nor is what we believe, it is what we have directly experienced.
this is the content that contains our truth.
It is a deeply disturbing reality that human beings are directed really
To defer their authority, to look outward for experts, and then to regurgitate
Or to borrow that perceived power and to use it towards others
or to impose it upon them
What those other figures are voicing.

The addition we are taught to provide is, for the most part, to restate in our words
What we have learned through outward means. Partly because of this relationship many people experience bouts of depression, feelings of entrapment, and end up seeking substances or experiences that are full of sensation or drama in an effort to overcome the miasma of not knowing how to be.

It is far more simple, humbling, and enrichening to forgo all that has been learned
Through the external means because attempts to preserve the intellectual content
Can very easily create extreme levels of complexity and deeply obscure
what our spiritual awakening actually is, and actually who we are.

Primarily this is occurring through attachments to beliefs as a means to prolong a sense of safety, or due to having received positive reinforcement for this intelligence. However helpful is may have been attachments in these ways become burdens growth and clarity.
Many people who have blindspots about this and default into spiritual or intellectual override of what is actually known through experience and what can be shared with others that is beneficial as a means of neutral rather than as a means to perpetuate their own spiritual ego or constructed systems of “spirituality.”

When we do not source ourselves, we are sourcing the field, energy, and consciousness that is not ours and are thus influenced by that and are always involved in interpreting meaning rather than experiencing for ourselves what are our processes are. The energy of our truth is what protects us and it is also what extends into a group field to protect others if we are in a leadership position. To the extent that this field space is referential this can involve multiple other people fields and the entities that run into to influence those who are a part of one’s group. This does not mean a leader is responsible for individual patterns and negative ego but they are responsible for realizing what the energy environment they are generating is and to what extent it is self-generated. Even in cases where a leader is referring much obscuration can be cleared by citing sources as they are used. This is an act of integrity that helps clear spiritual ego, glamour, illusion and the resulting lack of clarity that is otherwise being perpetuated. If we deceive ourselves for any reason we are then acting to create an avenue for the energy pattern or consciousness of deception. This is unfortunately not always a clear or easy lesson for ascending starseeds in learning how to master the laws of consent. Understanding how these laws operate and how severely they have been inversed is a necessity for all of us. This does not occur in a moment but will unfold naturally as learn to remain in alignment with our truth.

This concept of our truth contains the seed of our mission and purpose in life. Your truth may be that you aspire to direct union with Source. It is then up to you to develop the inner environment and outer energy-architecture to support that. When we do this authentically many of the outer connections which do not support this will dissolve or dismantle paving the way for more. That stated each step we take we are given the choice how to relate to the environment of our life we have co-created with God. A major part of our movement is understanding that “spiritual” is not separate from where we are, who we are, and what we are doing. All of these conditions are learnings of religious and spiritual dogma that inhibit our ability to accept ourselves and our life and exist as a peaceful eternal awareness.

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Remembering that our attitude toward what we do is primarily what determines our enjoyment level since it is essentially an externalization of the level of interconnectedness we are operating from. If we cannot operate from acceptance of this moment we cannot disconnect ourselves form it, expecting either that God will spontaneously generate this or we can if only we have another moment or environment.

Those who appear to know very seldomly do. This isn’t obvious for most people but as we progress in our consciousness evolution we will understand we are all here to self-liberate & self-realize and most of that process isn’t shared, it is internal having to do with total acceptance of who we are and understanding how we became this to then uproot the falsity and exist free from unconscious & anachronistic programmed beliefs. When we know we know we are here just to simply be and act in an effort to promote freedom for others we also know we have to exist without imposing our beliefs upon them. These impositions or correctiveness toward others are what keep loops of teacher-student or guru-disciple energy and spiritual ego preserved. This is clearly a more negative context when these beliefs we are projecting or portraying have not even arose within us but were dogmatically learned through a book or a past “teacher.”

Another issue that can make discernment more challenging is the use of override in more subtle ways than addressed earlier on in this dialogue. Intellectual or spiritual override is probably most evident when it comes to content we share with others. When this approach is stemming from unhealed wounds well we oftentimes don’t address the wounded parts of the self or present that to the outer world instead we have been trained to hide it suppress ourselves and oppress others who seek to uncover this in any way that makes us uncomfortable. This is not the way to an authentic life. In any way we are perpetuating this pattern we are made less protected since this is not alignment with truth. Moreover we can easily become blind to the facts of our experiences.

Your direct experience may be you have perceived what you thought was a golden light and felt an upsurge of energy through a kind of resonance. But because you have read or know that gold is related to 8D and also that Lisa or someone else has said there was Gold ray entering X, you jump aboard that other persons line of experience not being clear that you are automatically superimposing things upon your experience and making them into something they were not. Then relating this to others through spiritual ego via a wanting to help them or thinking they need to know this or that you are special because you experienced this thing, this is all an act which is being blind to your blindness.

We must share only our truth, what we know from direct experience. When we do not do this we become highly susceptible to other consciousness influencing us without our knowledge and using us to spread disinformation, delusion, glamour, and eventually greater harm. Our experience of gold must exist on its own side. The only words or meanings that emerge in direct alignment are that which are given without sound or filter as a direct gnosis. This process is completely different than swiftly using mental vision or conceptual synthesis to connect an energy or feeling to something we “know.” The latter action generates a growing weakness to false white light and mind or consciousness control and influence coming from Thothian entities.

The path of our growth may begin slow and it may seem to be ungaudy but as we continue to work with and honor only the smallness of us we begin to understand the limitless nature of being only in service to our Source. Only through our decisions to remain in acceptance and exist through peaceful means from our own authority do we become sovereign. If we are employing methods we are waiting for results this is not a responsible use of energy nor is it emerging from acceptance. This is another subtle truth that takes many years to embody. We cannot exist to attain because that self who aspires to a goal is not a self which is open to receive what Godsource is or the transcendent nature of what can be if we can exist in the mere magnitude of oneness.